Unsent letter: I am wishing you well

We all have those unsent messages that we kept buried for days, months or even years.

All of us, I guess, had gone through a rough time once in our lives. And these experiences made us who we are today.

Do you have unsent messages you want to share?

Maybe it’s time to share to you one of the hidden letters I kept in my heart for ages.

I am happy that it wasn’t us in the end. I am happy that you have finally found the person who you’ll spend your favorite TV series and hobbies. I am happy that you have finally met the person who you wanted to bring with you on your adventures. I am happy to see both of you taking your sweet times with the people that matters to you. I will always be grateful that I met you and I will always be grateful too on how we ended up things between us. It wasn’t the best goodbye, it was one of the most heart-wrenching experience I ever had. I almost died. My heart almost died. And I came to a point that I question God why He let me meet you and make me feel that you are the one.

I miss you. I really do. Not because I still have feelings for you but because you always remind me on how much someone so good can love me.

Thank you for believing in me when no one else was. Thank you for loving me when I felt there was no one. Thank you for taking care of me when I felt I am the one only one in charge of my safety. And I want to thank you too for leaving me, for walking away, for choosing another girl, for lying in front of my face and denying your future today, thank you for trying not to be a jerk when we all know that’s how you became when you said your last words. Thank you for being my everything for almost 4 years.

Without all these painful experiences I will not know how to dream and be desperate for miracles.

Now you can have all the time in the world to travel while I can now have all the time in the world to know myself. Now you can do whatever you want in your job while I can now choose which path to take. Now you can eat whatever food you want while I can choose who to date. Now we can finally say that we have found the right direction where we actually needed to be. You will be forever in my heart – both the happy and the sad.

I will be forever grateful to you because I am not who I am today without those scars and band-aids.

I am happy that at least one of us has finally reach the happy ending. I am wishing you all the best in life.

I hope you won’t forget me too.

– UNSENT MESSAGE